Some people like me for example has more emotion than the average people. No matter how much I was not happy in that place and that time, I still do miss it sometimes when I think over it. Such as my old working place. Only time may help me to have this sort of feelings fade and gone or maybe until I have a new working place. Gone are the days I stayed back for dinner at the coffee house and chat with colleagues. We talked about topic outside work.
When I visited them it sorts of brings me some memories though it was not a completely happiest one. A place that one time of my life I had spend with. This doesn't only applies to work place.
When I stepped to the old school I also have that similar feelings. I can feel that time has transform so many people so many events. The canteen looked so big in size compared to now though it is remained the same size physically. I got to run like hell to reach the canteen. And now we are all old.
The mystery of life is that I normally prefer what was over compared to the future. I love the past more than the future. Not sure whether this applies to everybody or not.
Can't help looking back and wondering again, "Why not a happier ending?"