My Instinct Is usually Correct

My fear has materialised. I shall be not working soon.  My boss makes my life very difficult. She asked me to do stock take fortnightly to every 3 days.  The norm is once a month for all other organisations.  She can't wait to receive my resignation letter, so got to resort to this ill-treated method.  Thought I do not know, but I knew almost everything.  She wants to make my life more miserable.

The mother fucker wants to protect herself because the food and beverage is too high.  These are due to due to wastages and pilferage.  The bitch is protecting her own incapability of preventing this, got to make me a scape goat to sacrifice  as a failed controller.

How I wish she quickly contracted cancer.  I think illness and disease are the one and only method to really tame and make good a person.  The rest are bullshit.

I am also extremely happy tonight to hear  that one of my old bad boss has contracted cancer back.  He was cured for nine years and finally the cancer returns back.  Serve him right for being a very conceited, proud, inconsiderate and unfair boss.  Sometimes God is fair.  Thank you.  It is not that I am bad hearted but I was very cruel and shamefully  mistreated.  This kind of person we cannot feel a slightest pity or sorry for him. 

Relationship: Complicated

Every time when I see anyone describe their relationshop as complicated I feel agitated.  Why does it neeed to be complicated?.  If it were divorce, just say divorce,,  possibly they feel embarassed about being divorcee.  Some are maybe they are involve in a relationship with somebody's spouse.  And they are unable to publicly say so. And maybe a few are involve with relationship of the same gender, they do feel  ashame to say so, therefore got to use the term "complicated".

Actually it need never be any complicate, if you know that it is unwise or not legally to involve in that relationship why makes it so hard to be involve so.   Find some part partner of different gender instead of same gender.  Find a single persons instead of somebody's wife.  They are just being naughty.

No harm admitting if you in love with other people's wife or husband, many billion others are in the same boat.  Worse, some are involve with their brother-in-laws or sleep with their sister-in-laws, , etc

My favourite hymn

Deeply in love with this song. I do not like all the contemporary songs sang in my church.I like only one traditional hymn which i found in You tube.

The lyrics is short and meaningful that I can easily remember it.  Have listened a hundred times yet never felt a slightest bored about it.

Lunch For One

The above dishes are 1. Asparagus fried tau joo with fresh shitake mushroon, garlic and carrot

2. Ikan Keli masak "chuan chuan" (Ikan keli is "toh sat" in Hokkien)

Ingredients for Ikan Keli masak chuan chuan are

1. garlic mince
2. Ginger slices and mince thinly
3 1 no. big onion
4. 1 no. tomato
5. 2 tbs preserved beancurd mashed. Tumis ginger dan garlic. Goreng bawang. 1 cawan air dituangkan ke kuali. Bila mendidih bubuh ikan yang telah dipotong. Renih lebih kurang 8- 10 min. Keluarkan dan hias.

Couple's Photos.

I can read it from the photos. I can see how their feelings from the photos. This is especially accurate from couple's photos. I can tell how much depth is their love for one another through the picture of them. Not that I brag, i think most people's also can read very accurately from the pictures. The photos show their feelings and emotions of the respective partner's at that particular point int time. A fake smile or a reluctant together taken pictures all that can never hide from me. I have seen some who are so protective over their other halves, some are like out of no choice, some are like being pleased with one another, that is "you are my world' etc.

The saddest is the one that don't even like to take picture with the boy/girl meaning that he/she does not want to be associated at all with the girl/boy, or doesn't like to look close with the other party. All these I can easily understand because I have been around in this world for long period of time.

Why have I been wasting my time? I am qualified to be a part-time fortune teller.

** This short article is write up due to my inspiration by the couple's photos contest which i read from the facebook.

Networking and fellowship

It is high time for me to interact more with people although I do not like it.

This coming Friday I shall attending my first cell group. In February 2011 I start going to church, coincidentally February 2012 I shall start to attending the church cell group much to my reluctant. The people there are clever enough to put forward to me the benefits of me joining a group. That I won't deny . On the other hand I am very scared. Scared of a few reasons. 1. Whether it may like a workshop or not. 2. Whether they will assess and evaluate me or not (This is confirm is to be).

Still I will try out a few times and I see the outcome. The Lord knew the importance of relationships.

Sick with fever

Life is nothing without health. Without money one can still struggle to survive. Without health it is worse than death.

I have fever & flu for the past 2 day. Wished that it is just normal fever and will subside soon. Taking medicine seems not enough for me. I use coin to detoxify the ancient chinese style too. That is one use coin to press the veins so as to lower the temperature.

The weather is dry and hot makes it easier to get flu.

And I shall go to sleep early tonight.